INTRO...well, kinda

I've started writing this blog eight times and each time I had to delete it. Its hard to begin anything new especially when you expect to do it right and I suppose that was my struggle, I wanted to do this blog right. But after reading several blogs many of which I've come to love, [insert blogs] I came to the pacifying conclution that there really is no right or wrong way to proceed with this ...thing, and thats all I needed to know to get off my back and start blogging with some abandon.

I need to write this blog. I need somewhere to reposit my thoughts, some careless, some more thought out, others born out of plain desperation to speak and be listened to by an indifferent non judgmental piece of software. Of course I have the lofty idea that someone will be interested in expending time and energy in reading my ramblings and maybe leave a comment... write an email, maybe even a phone call, send me a ticket to some tropical island where we will eventually elope and adopt chil ... Oops, sorry that was my ego speaking and ... he's kind've a nut.

I suppose I should continue with an introduction and "a little bit about myself", after all thats how all good aquintances are made but wtf i'm not in a good mood today , actually I haven't been in good mood all week and I have no intentions of faking my mood. I'm pissed, I'm pissed and lazy...school begins in a week and as usual I fucked up last semester and will be tortured for it in this one.

I've got to run, I'm at work and my replacement has warned she's going to sit on this chair whether i'm in it on not. I've conquered my doubts and written an entry in my first blog, didn't even break a sweat and I barely passed my writing class (although you've probably guessed that by now).

Love, me